Saturday, September 15, 2012


I have been sick the last couple of days, which makes me feel helpless when it comes to my kids. Daddy has been in control.

This was Abbie today after daddy let them play outside and the second day of a bon fire and s'mores. She was filthy and so tired!!

This was before he was left in control for the weekend, don't they look clean?

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Monday, September 10, 2012



This is my blog and I need to explain how I feel.

I feel lost. As lost as lost can be.

I don't know if its since I had my hysterectomy, or that two months after that I had to have gallbladder surgery.

Or both, or both with one of my favorite uncle's being in the hospital, my sister going through some emotional stuff and I just wish I could be there for her.

Or even all that with the fact that Abbie doesn't listen no matter what I do, doesn't want to potty train, doesn't like dance, doesn't like anything. Am I just failing as a mom? (don't answer that, I know I'm not, but all good parents question it, RIGHT?)

My body and emotions have been through so much. I just feel LOST. Depressed maybe? Lonely? I know I'm not lonely, my husband is awesome and a huge rock for me these last couple of months.

But I have to be honest with myself.

I don't regret my hystrectomy, but I can't help but think that most of this is caused by it.

Has anyone else had these problems?

Lord help me!!

And just because.........

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Fall family pictures

We had some family pictures snapped of us tonight. Here is a quick preview of some of my faves.