I don't know if its since I had my hysterectomy, or that two months after that I had to have gallbladder surgery.
Or both, or both with one of my favorite uncle's being in the hospital, my sister going through some emotional stuff and I just wish I could be there for her.
Or even all that with the fact that Abbie doesn't listen no matter what I do, doesn't want to potty train, doesn't like dance, doesn't like anything. Am I just failing as a mom? (don't answer that, I know I'm not, but all good parents question it, RIGHT?)
My body and emotions have been through so much. I just feel LOST. Depressed maybe? Lonely? I know I'm not lonely, my husband is awesome and a huge rock for me these last couple of months.
But I have to be honest with myself.
I don't regret my hystrectomy, but I can't help but think that most of this is caused by it.